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Thursday, July 18, 2002

Thu, 18 Jul 2002 06:41:40 GMT

stop fuckin J0cKiN my shit...damn....arGhHhh

Wednesday, July 17, 2002

Wed, 17 Jul 2002 08:05:37 GMT

Baby, you say, "This is your life, well where is mine?"
How y0u g0nna get there running n0where?
Burn yourself out
Die too soon
You see, the world is only temporary
Everybody's scared that they'll be no one too
How you gonna hold out when you're already sold out?
Life's a riddle
Here's a clue
A m0ment's oNLy temp0rary
Let too many of them go, and you will be history too
"Why?" you ask me
"Why?" I will tell you

Y0u gave up baby

Tuesday, July 16, 2002

Tue, 16 Jul 2002 23:24:27 GMT

just woke up from my 6 hr nap....hahAs...set da alarm clock to 4pm but couldn't wake up..watever..i feel much better now. So no shoppin today....maybe tomorrow...but its gonna be HOT!! I'll see wat happens tomorrow..heheS. If not, then friday. Well imma go out later to get some food...hahas..and hopefully not fall asleep again xp

xoxo

Tuesday, July 16, 2002

Tue, 16 Jul 2002 01:57:31 GMT

well, sleep da day away again...::sigh::.need some desparate help here!! hahas....well..imma try and sleep in a few hrs so i can switch my hrs back (how many times have i said dat??...lol), but still haven't done it...lol. Then imma get up early...get some breakfast downstairs...and head out. Damn..can't be livin like this....its killin my body....arghHh. Well, im out now.

xoxo

Monday, July 15, 2002

Mon, 15 Jul 2002 06:36:44 GMT

still up now...can't sleep....argHhh. Watchin t.v but gonna try and can catch some sleep cuz i g0tta go out tom0rrow.....hmmm...more like today....hahaS...well...laterz.

xoxo

Monday, July 15, 2002

Mon, 15 Jul 2002 03:57:15 GMT

fell asleep again...was about to get dress and go out and get something to eat but decided to lay down a while and then i blanked out...hahaS. Guess imma eat gong jie mein..again...lol. LaterZ<3

Monday, July 15, 2002

Mon, 15 Jul 2002 01:58:11 GMT

::sigh:: woke up around 8pm...online now...hmmm...i think i mite go out and get some food hehes. Well, nothing to do today....gonna go out tomorrow and shop around. imma go get some food now. So laterz ppl!

Monday, July 15, 2002

Mon, 15 Jul 2002 01:54:13 GMT

awww....ure so swt u know??? danx for writing da poem in my xanga :0) this is gonna be da reply instead of an email ok? u know i love u too....ure everything i thought i ever wanted, but sometimes wanting something is out of my reach. Sometimes i think it's impossible for me and u cuz ure so far and its like it'll never work out...u know? dat's y i just wanna see u as a good friend...i hope u understand dat. I always say i need time..and i really do. I need time to figure out what i want in life wat i want my future to be cuz right now i dont know. Remember da questions u asked me last nite? and at da end i told u dat i need a guy who can influence me in a good way and help me in school when i need him and just someone who would stand by me and not some one who just wants to hang wit me all da time and does nothing productive. I know u can be dat guy...but to me...everything is so surreal. I just dont want u to have high hopes cuz things change and i know for sure we're gonna be wit someone we love in da future and all dat we said will be out da window. My perspective changes now and then but there are some things dat will always stay da same. Time for me will sort things out. 8 years? pretty long ...lol....so u gonna stick by dat arent u? maybe i mite be married by then? or u will? lol..who knows...anything can happen...hehes. Anyways....danx for always being there when i'm down and givin me good advices :0)

xoxo

Monday, July 15, 2002

Mon, 15 Jul 2002 01:00:30 GMT

I always tell u i love u

& it's so real

i always tell u that i need u

that i can't standstill

You are that someone who makes me whole

A person i would like to grow with til old

But everytime i think of u i get sad

not that u aren't perfect

Cuz you are an angel in disguise

but i want to be with u so much

that it hurts on the inside

I can see the tears comin down my eyes

Tellin the story of why i cry

"She's everything i want my life to be"

Honesty, integrity & lovely

All i want

is for you to be my sweetie

8 years sounds like a long time

but heaven is worth waitin through a lifetime

give me a chance baby

So i don't commit a crime in god's eyes

Becuz we are meant for each other

And only god knows why

7-14-02 LOVE ALWAYS

Sunday, July 14, 2002

Sun, 14 Jul 2002 04:54:50 GMT

didn't do much today....got up around 2pm...went out wit my aunt to eat..and then shopped around. CAme back around 8pm....went online....and then ray called around 12am? heehs forgot but we got off da phone about 2....gosh...da time went by pretty fast...dont u think ray?...lol. Well, back to chattin online again....so see ya guyz later.

xoxo